Wednesday, April 23, 2014

What? Where Am I? How did this happen?!?

So, I wanted to title this post "Sometimes things drop in your lap and your life makes a sudden right turn on a dime," but that seemed like it might be too long for a title.

Clearly my attempt to "catch up" in my last post was an epic failure.  Not shocking to me at all, sadly.

Just to get to what I really wanted to start posting about, here's a mini(micro) catch up from October-February:

November
The good:  I once again got older.  C'est la vie.  At least I have excellent people with whom to celebrate this yearly occurrence.
The sad:  my grandpa passed away after three turbulent weeks of struggle.  I'm still processing - and so grateful for my faith and testimony that I'll see him again.

December(only good...or so I choose to remember it)
The Christmas season always makes me feel better, and New Years at a gorgeous cabin by a lake doesn't hurt.

January
Pretty quiet - unseasonably warm and dry though...which made for the perfect time for some exploring in SF.

Now February is where things really get interesting...very quickly.  So technically I guess the story started back in November...but it was such a little blip that I'd pretty much forgotten all about.

See, I'd been at my job for just over a year and, while I loved my coworkers, I wasn't really loving the direction my career was going.  I had told myself I would give it a year and then reevaluate.  So after a not-so-good day, on something of a whim, I applied for a job on the corporate website of one of my favorite companies.  Just to see if anything would come of it.

Well, two days later the job posting was gone, I never heard anything, and I went back to my regularly scheduled life without much other thought about it.

Flash forward to February...when out of the blue I get an email from HR at the company I had applied at saying the position had been reopened, they'd reviewed my resume and would I please reapply.  After a few hours of shock, I figured I might as well reapply; I didn't have anything to lose.  So I did.  And a few days later I had an interview scheduled.  Onsite.

I may have neglected to mention that the job was in Utah.  And I'm a California girl to the core.  Born, raised, and never lived out of state.  So the fact that I was interviewing for a job in Utah (a place I had vowed never to live) was a bit unexpected, to say the least.  And the fact that I had already planned a vacation in Utah, which just happened to perfectly coincide with the interview timeline...that pushed things from unexpected to bizarre.

So off I flew, for a week long vacation in Utah (and what I thought would be a couple hours of throw away time at an interview for a job I figured it would be a long shot for me to even consider).  The vacation was great.  The interview was...hard to read.  I thought it went well, but I didn't think I had the experience they were looking for.  At least that was how I felt about it until I got a call three hours after the interview asking me to interview with the next level of management.  By the time I flew back to California 6 days later I had the verbal promise of an forthcoming offer.  And a lot to think about.

8 days (and a lot of thinking, praying and talking) later, I gave notice at the company I'd been working at for 8 years.

As a side note - I am not an impetuous person.  Nor am I particularly decisive.  I tend to wait until the very last second to make a decision...and then, only if I really have to.  If there's a way to go with the flow or stay in my rut...that's usually my modus operandi.  Making a decision this momentous, this quickly, was totally out of character for me.

And just to put into perspective my experience with the company I was leaving:
-It was my first real job after college
-I survived 4 waves of layoffs while there (including one that hit while I was a contractor, before I even got a permanent job there)
-It gave me my first opportunity to leave the country (and then proceeded to send me to Europe more than 10 times over the course of the following 6  years)
-It allowed me to work with amazing individuals, all around the world and to grow into a much more confident and capable person
-It gave me the opportunity to work with my Dad and develop a new aspect of my relationship with him (for which I will always be grateful).

Leaving Siemens was a huge decision for me.  And yet, it just felt right.  Everything fell into place in ways I couldn't have imagined.  And so quickly...less than 7 weeks after I first got the email asking me to reapply for the job, I was living in Utah and working at my new job.  And so far....it's pretty amazing.

Even if I do live in Utah now.  At least I have all kinds of new places to explore.  And I'm still only 90 minute flight from home.






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